De pijn is waar… Mijn hart verlangt naar jou. Ik vraag mij af … Waar denk je aan? Mijn naam op je lippen… achtervolgt me en je zoete glimlach te. Mijn tranen zijn voor je maar ik ben sterker elke dag.
April 30, 2008
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Posted by Plays In Dirt under Adultery, Lover, Relationships | Tags: Dutch, heart break, love, Lover, Netherlands, pain, relationship, strength |[7] Comments
May 1, 2008 at 1:03 pm
::BIG hug:: It’s very sweet what you said. (btw my ex lives in ’s-Hertogenbosch)
May 1, 2008 at 2:05 pm
Thanks for the hug Kat…. When will I stop thinking of this man??? Not yet I guess.
May 1, 2008 at 4:17 pm
If he wasn’t good enough to linger on, you probably would have never been with him in the first place. I think once you have things in your life how you want them, he will fade. He represents what you want in life, to be desired, happy etc. So maybe once you have that fixed, you’ll be ok.
May 1, 2008 at 4:36 pm
It could be. I am focusing each day and getting what I need in life… Some silly things like I painted my toenails in the french manicure style (my favorite), I bought myself a flowered braclet at a consignment store yesterday. Last Friday I got a massage.
I also started looking for jobs again, this time for me because I’ll need take on all the bills when Joshua and I split up.
I’ve always needed to have a road map to follow, a set of plans, each step laid out in from of me with a timeline and all. Sounds strange, but I feel like it’s time for me to make that plan, you know?
May 1, 2008 at 5:33 pm
Even if you don’t use it, it’s better to be prepared. So you are splitting up then?
May 1, 2008 at 5:45 pm
I’m so on the edge right now… Yes, not if but when.
May 1, 2008 at 6:29 pm
If that’s what’s best for you, that’s what you need to do.