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Born in Calilfornia 1978
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Parents divorce 1979
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Dad marries Linda the stereo-typical step-mother 1981
- More vividly remember abuse 1983-1990
- Mom marries Rick the Dick 1983-1985
- The “get your own damn cookies” incident 1983
- The “kick the dog until it pukes” incident 1984
- Mom marries Bill 1987-present
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Start drinking 1990
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Stopped spending any weekends at my fathers 1990
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Lost “virginity” 1991
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Started doing drugs end of 1991
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Slept with ummm… 20-25 guys?? 1991-1993
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Met Greg 1993
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Greg asks me to marry him, he is 2 years older than me
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Move to Colorado 1993
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Get my first job 1994
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Meet Jeremy 1994
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I am the first one he has ever had sex with 1994
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Jeremy cheats on me and I get in my first physical fight with a boyfriend
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Meet Eric 1995 he is 1 year younger than me
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Get pregnant with Dryden end of 1995
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Schedule and cancel an abortion 1996
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Stop all drinking and drugs when I find out I am pregnant 1995
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Graduate Highschool (ps… Straight A’s) 4.0 with a big belly Jun 1996
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Dryden is born Aug 1996
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Eric asks me to marry him 1996
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Move into an apartment with Eric and Dryden Oct 1996
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My mom and Bill move to Texas Jan 1997
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I start working full time 1997
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Experience my first recognized symptoms of depression end of 1997
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My best friend gets pregnant and has Gabe in 1999
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My parents move back from Texas 1999
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Eric has developed alcoholism, I decide to leave him 2000
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Meet Joshua end of 2000
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Finish lease on apartment and move in with my parents 2001
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Live with parents through end of 2002
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Move into low income housing and start to save to buy a house 2002
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Get a very well paying job that comes with tons of stress 2002
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Buy my house in mid 2004
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Joshua and Sydney move in with Dryden and I in 2004
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Joshua asks me to marry him 2005
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Get fired from well paying job in 2006
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I get married to Joshua mid 2006
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I quit my other job, start having more regular bouts of depression beginning 2007
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I meet Marcel on Second Life Mar 2007, he is 14 years older than me
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Marcel fly’s to see me Sept 2007
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I confess affair to Joshua Oct 2007
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Decide to stay with Joshua and lock Marcel out of my life Nov 2007
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And here we are….
August 12, 2008 at 3:20 am
God you are too young. I’m a 69′er.